Yesterday was an eventful day, today is a present

Pharmacist hot chick

I always believe pharmacists are well groomed than the female HO. There are reasons behind this provocable statement.

1) Female dr rarely have time to make up and take care of their skin. There is only 2/10 I observe in a collected sample that is truely pimple free. There are 7/10 pharmacist I observe that are very fair due to make-up.

2) Dr needs to oncall and that really affects the skin surrounding the eyes and hormonal imbalance. Pharmacists has oncall too. but not as long. They have more time to sleep.

Then here goes the scene:

My MO and I were having rounds. There goes this pharmacist hot chick (HC) coming approaching us and said:

Hi, May I ask you drs something.

MO: ya, ... replying...

H.C: oh...

After the conversation, the MO spoke to me in low tone: Hot chick ya! Why not go for it?

YY: cannotla, I got gf ald... She will kill me if she knows this.
MO: haha, you got gf ald.... same school? Junior ah?
YY: nola, still studying.
MO: Oh.. that means no chance d la..

YY...'=@ WALAOyyeh!!!


Bad unreasonable scolding happens....

Yesterday was a day of mixed feeling.

I was fcuked by the same MO.

I felt like crying but I stood still, restraining the tears that were going to oozze out from my lacrimary gland.

Here goes how it happened.

From 12-1pm, I knew there were 2 discharges that I needed to do. I asked the nurse at the counter and she said-Never mind la... Go, Go to the back to clerk the case first. nanti MO marah...... So, I went clerk the case and took the blood. that took me around 40 minutes. Then, I went down from 8th floor to "BEG" for a CT Thorax, Abdomen and Pelvis appointment and that really took alot of my time.

She was a Thal mjor patient who had spiking of fever which was not resolving. Blood cultures initially showed Klebsiella sepsis but repeated CnS showed no growth. Even the haematologist who saw her asked me to please at least get the urgent appointment. I was moved and eager to get it today. I emphatised the girl as I had to take her blood so many times to look for atypical infection- fungal, aspergilosis, parasites....

Then by hook and by crook I got the radiologist to at least did a thorough USS scan for her. and finally got it! Liver abscess!!!!

I was so happy that at least finally we have a target to treat! I went back to ward happily....

and shockingly I was scolded in front of few people for not doing discharges for the two patients and was queried where I had been for the past two hours!!!! and my explanations was not acceptable at all.

I was so upset!!! But, I learnt that I should not have the outburst!!!

The girl finally was referred surgically and for further management. I felt happy for her.

At the same time I was thinking.

Tak buat discharges kena marah. Buat baik pun kena marah.

Walaoyyeh!!! life is damn hard

History repeats itself......

Few hours after that, there was an old patient failed resuscitation and passed away. I saw the grandson sobbing in tears, reddened eyes and trying very hard to calm down...

wALaO, he reminded me of myself 4 years ago when same things happened to me.

His grandmother passed away.

I remembered that time I was crying "cats and dogs"

Suddenly I felt like I should do something as applied by the sayings-To comfort always!!

I started the conversation: I know it's hard for you. I was just like you 4 years ago...

He murmured in tears: I have been living with her.. for 30 years. She is the only one I have got. because of her, I came back from overseas to take care of her...

I comforted while holding his hand (Plz la, this is not an offering from a gay partner)---- Be strong,my friend,It's hard for you to take. You need time to accept and get out of this,but most importantly,u need to live with it.

It' really hard, until now I am still thinking about it, but I am proud cuz I did something that can make her proud.

WalaOYYeh.. talking about this makes my eyes wet.